jolly good.

Do you ever find yourself making the same mistakes and having the same regrets?

I’m so frustrated with always worrying about the future. I know this should be the time when I’m enjoying the present (it’s summer!), but I feel like I fall behind if I live in only the present without constantly thinking about what’s coming ahead.

Two weeks of summer passed, and I haven’t done anything. I sleep to pass the time. I feel guilty for being so unproductive and lazy. There is work to do, and I just procrastinate and lag. I’m just tired of worrying about the same problems I’m too inadequate to tackle. I actually have an overwhelming amount of things to finish, so I shouldn’t be complaining about being idle at all.

On top of that, it’s hard living far from Berkeley. I’m torn between staying in Glendale all summer and risking being completely unproductive, and going back to Berkeley early and leaving my friends and family so soon. It’s totally screwing me over as I apply for jobs. I don’t know how long I’ll be in Glendale or when I’ll be back in Berkeley, because I don’t know where I’ll find a job.

Quarter system kids, come back before I lose my sanity!

aberkeleybiography:

I’m doing that thing where my mind begins to wander and think of impossible scenarios that could never happen.

Damn, you’re so beautiful.

aberkeleybiography:

eternallyunresolved:

Your intentions are so gorgeous. Your humor is captivating. Your intelligence is arousing. I could spend hours just listening to you speak. Your mind inspires me to want to do something more. The reason you are on this earth alone and what you want to do with your existence warms my whole conscience. You are so beautiful.

oh wow, this is ridiculously applicable to my conscience.